Let’s Dance

  It has finally happened. After years of treatments and MRIs. After two separate sessions, each lasting ten painful days, of the blood washing treatment called plasmapheresis. After the last ditch effort of six months of chemotherapy, I am left with the last MRI showing what the results of all this are. Will the chronic …

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Purpose

As my acute troubles continue - chronic brain inflammation with new lesions, losing my vision, inability to feed myself, and confusion- I have been thinking about purpose. I read Man’s Search for Meaning which is a famous book written by a psychologist who survived the Holocaust. He observed that the people in the concentration camp …

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No pain No pain

At Thanksgiving  I am grateful for several gifts that I have been given.The first is that the  pain sometimes  caused  bt MS me at.yet  you’renerves yet.yetlike that electrical wires, you could imagine the kind of pain this could cause. Many people with MS suffered terribly from pain. Not this fortunate man.   As you read …

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Not MS?

My neurologist sounded frightened  “I usually  get paged by my office for MRI results like this. I can’t believe I missed them. I don’t want you to see the slides.” She said that these were the worst set of slides of my brain and spine that she had ever seen. I know what my brain …

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